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theGIRL
Name: Jerrine
Born: Nov 1987
Religion: Buddhist
Stays: West Area
Height: 154cm
Sch: Singapore Polytechnic
Course: CIE Food Tech (DCP)
Hobbies: Lion Dance, Designing & Photography Contact me at: imjerrine@hotmail.com
herGoals
what do i put in here?
herScorpio
herCALENDAR 2009
Working days: Monday - Friday
Lion Dance: Every Sunday morning
herWords..
Love,
hurts yet heals..
brings people together..
and may also separate..
I've lost trust in my special one
On the day,
Having the love i wished for..
it's all gone now
in my life.
No words can describe..
HOW I FEEL..
no matter what..
cherish Everyone you meet..
Because you never know..
When you will lose them..
...2009 Resolutions...
'Lose 30Kgs by November 2009
'Good Career in Singapore
'improve my communication skills
'learn how to create webpage
'learn how to cook
'learn new things through short courses
-Things i want-
'Silver couple ring with engraving
'Converse shoe
'New Bra
'Swimming suit
'Contact lenses
'Purple or Red crumpler bag
'New specs
'Nice clothings
'more T-shirts
'Driving Lisence
'Get a Degree in Designing
'4 room HDB flat for myself
-Wishes 2009-
'More time together with parents
'More confidence in myself
'Start a online blogshop or small business
'Have lots of money in my bank..haha
'Perm my hair with big curl
'Pet dog (Golden retriver)
'Go overseas with friends
'Hiking
'Build up my stamina
'Meet New Friends
'Save $50 a month, one year = $600
'Get to work with dogs and puppies^^
herWORDS
'We meet new people in our daily life
'And tend to lose some within seconds
'While some remains FOREVER
'Life has to go on no matter what happen
'Life is said to be torture...
'But there are memorable times...
'So live life to the FuLLeSt!!!
'Do let the past go and live in the PRESENT
'Do take things one thing at a time
'Although sometimes we need to multi-task
'But nothing is IMPOSSIBLE!
'Jia You my Friends
'Everyone has to leave this world
'It's only a matter of time and fate
'Dont feel sad to lose someone
'But feel Happy that you had the..
'Fate to meet that person
'Life is just like gamble
'U might not know when its time for he or she to go
'So treasure everyone u meet
'Including ur PARENTS
herTHOUGHTS
*LoVe is n0t aBt finDing soMeonE u cAn liVe wif...
Design and image:
'Originally designed by Lee Wah!
bloggingSince...20th August 2006
Monday, September 28, 2009
being upset gives me gastric..sigh.. Lots of thought in me right now.. Relationship, friendship and work..sigh..
I should think through what have i dont this year..why am i like this? How did i change to this state? Is it like what the financial boss told me after seeing my personal profile? If i continue like this i will get depression at a very young age? And like what dear asked me..do i have depression? I tink i dont have and hope i dont have ba.. But which ppl have depression will admit they have? For me i think i really dont have ba..i am not sick..
Wonder when then considered my relationship will be stable? Is it like what ppl told me? Once the parents met up with me? Sigh i dont want to think about it..
Lost a friendship cos of my character.. What a failure am i?
What more can i do? I can give ppl the best advice they need..but i cant help myself. Why is that so? Dont know who to turn to when i am in emotional state.. Dont wish to give dear more pressure..
Dont know why i've been so emotional ever since i started school.. Now the only motivation for me to wake up early is every morning dear take the effort to wake me up at 5.30am..thanks dear.. But am i running away from somethings? I know i am being soft..but i dont know how to really be firm.. Dont know whether am i able to last long in this field? If i cant..then i am really really a failure..
Been tearing so much these days.. All the past memories flashed back to me..poly days with karen, jilong and buddies, girl's outings, chalets, know more friends from work..getting in love with the wrong person.. and now the unmotivated me..and yet lost a friendship.. Why am i like tis??? Sigh..headache..
I dont know what to do..who to tell..where to hide.. everytime when i am alone..i...sigh I may look happn on the outside but deep in me..i am not.. How i wish i just dont exist..then i wont be so upset with myself.. Dad and mum din know that what i am going thru myself..they always think i have lots of friends to go out with where either i go out with one or two friends or even alone..
Used to have lots of friends but now i dont know who to find.. Text some of my friends whether they free to go out with me awhile to buy things but all free only lazy to go out.. Guess i will have to do everything myself..sigh.. Movies alone..window shopping alone..everything alone is best la..sigh.. mayb ya i am not homely.. Mayb i am bad..be it wadever ppl think.. i'm sick and tired of my thinking, my goals, my life.. feel like crying all out..but i cant..think this weekend i want to go pray pray..sigh..
